Wednesday, December 1, 2010

stalk-a-razzi and life's perspective

So a simple thanks to my friend Dana after realizing she had a blog and how reading just a few entries and feeling like I had somehow got a glimpse into her life though I have not seen and talked to her in years, 10 to be exact.

 It’s funny how technology today can make you feel like a dirty little spy. A stalk-a-razzi if you will, or at least that what I call it when I talk about it with my sister. Through facebook there are a few people and have yet to send a message to catch up with. It is like by adding a friend on facebook, it just means….hmmm, I know you. There are so many I would like to talk to, however I feel I am reserved because I find so many are busy in their lives, I have a pretty laid back boring and yet chaotic, crazy, fast paced life. I feel most of the things I do is to prepare myself for…the future. I know I need to spend more time on the now! I hope with a blog I can find my place and the meaning I am looking for. I don’t want my son to feel so lost like I am as I have gotten older. I want to be there for him and let him know I am behind him every step of the way, and give him all that he needs to accomplish that….if he needs or wants it. I want him to go to  college as soon as he graduates if he so wishes too and not have to wait ten years…like me.

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